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Name: Alex aka Ale
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Long Island
Birthday: 1/18/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Driving in & out of traffic.
Wants to go on road trip across the US.
Doing my artwork & taking pictures
Chillin when I have time.
Expertise: Not having a social life presently.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
5/23/2004
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Happy birthday to me.
Yay, 4 days later.
I finally got carded buying a 40 in 7-11. Im so happy. 
It was a good birthday. I think. hahaha...
Well, its all i wanted to say.
Theres nothing good, thats new... school starts tomorrow... :)
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The new year didnt start right...
But, itll be alright in the end...
So. Im applying to the Savannah College of Art and Design... mucho excited. Also, Digipen Institute and maybe the Art Institute of Seattle... but doubtful. SCAD has the program I want, and I really hope I get in there. I need to get out of this state. Its funny, when I leave it for months, its a breath of fresh air when I come back... but I cant stand New York for more than 2 weeks. The city itself, yes. Of course. But long island, can personally... get sunk underwater.
I am tired tho. Worked from 7am to 4 pm, and it was insane from 12-330. Hot Chocolates, Sodas, Grilled cheeses, Chicken fingers, etc... UGh, I hate it all. I work so much that I ve memorized members account numbers. I see them so much that I just know them all. last nite I worked at my old job as a waitress cus I need the money for my 21st birthday!!!!!!!!haha.
I need to go down to Savannah and see it. I want to drive, but my parents prolly wouldnt let me unless someone else was with me, and where would I stay? Another thing -- would my car get there? hahaha. It prolly would, its awesome.
Well, we shall see. Nothing new to recount... my life is oh so boring. :(
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Almost a month ago now...
Well, Im in New York... so, I guess it didnt happen? haha. Im planning on applying to Savannah College of Art and Design next year, and a bunch of other places... and if I go, John will follow... so if things go well with him and I get into school, then im moving in with him... I promised my mom that much. Which I am satisfied with. Just wish he wasn't so far away.
But...
Work sucks sometimes. I got into a fight with one of the spanish cooks who thinks hes the best thing that happen since chicken fingers and fries... Hes a jerk. Thats all it is. And its frustrating, cus hes an asshole whos ingnorant. Ugh. BOO. Boo to NY.
You know what was funny? Or at least, I think it is. I went to court today for a stop sign incident and two parking tickets, it takes about 2 hrs to stand on the line... and yeah. So, I was standing online to get my case heared... and this dude next to me, is reading. So I look, (because I just recently finished the 6th harry potter.) and its "Mein Kampf, Adolf Hitler". Interesting. So, I poke him and ask him if its any good ive always had an interest for history purposes I guess. I was intrigued at one point. haha. So, i asked him why he started reading it... and he said "because i kinda believe in the ideals, and i am of german heritage." Now. Stop. Think. The kid, was grungie looking, hood up, when he took the hood down he was a skin head... slim too. hahaha. Just was shocked at what he said.
Oh well. You probably dont think so, but I thought it was funny. Oh and another thing. I love how Harry potter and the Half Blood Prince, the story line was so awesome, and it got so good. And then, she ruined it. THe ending was very disappointing. Like the 5th book was disappointing. The ending was pretty decent, but the book itself, I thought, was proposterous.
But neways, I got a B in Photography. IM waitng for the other grades... so yeah. Im turning 21 on the 18th. so excited.
Oh and Amber -- Happy 17th Birthday.
I'm sorry I never wished it, or even sent you an email.
I'm horrible.
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Heart or Rationality?
I have to make a decision. A damn pretty hard one. I dont know what to do. My situation.
I love someone. That someone makes me happier than anyone in this entire world. He lives 1500 miles away. I just saw him, thanksgiving. And realized that I wanted to really move there... to be with him. That it was worth it. I had more of a reason to get out of here. I was set on my decision and everything. Im going to Oklahoma. No buts, no ifs, oklahoma.
The rationality of the situation is that im too frightened of my mother to tell her to fuck off, its my decision. No support if i go out there. She said I could, but no support. NO nothing. Understandable. but god.. is it gunna be
Family or Love?
What the fuck am I supposed to decide... I need a decision soon, and I dont know why Im even hesitating at either one of them. I should know the decision. Why am I scared. I know what the decision is, but Im scared of the consequences. Im scared, that if i go, things will go badly and ill have to return, only to hear bullshit. :(
Not. Cool. But maybe, I should just suck it up and go. I feel like I need to live my life... but I dont know. I love him, so absolutely most. Guess im kinda scared. more than kinda. haha.
It hurts so much sometimes.
Oh, and working a 12 hr shift. That hurts too.
Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?
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this was one of my projects for class.. personally, one of my best... 